Irrfan khan in a recent interview with The times Of India said “surrender and trust” during his battle of cancer. Khan was detected with neuroendocrine tumor during this year in the month of March. He chooses London as a place for his treatment. This illness can affect his hormonal balance.
This illness made him rocked from inside he further said “The suddenness made me realize how you are just a cork floating in the ocean with UNPREDICTABLE currents! And you are desperately trying to control it,”
The khan said he before he was diagnosed he never new about this cancer It was a completely new word in his vocabulary he also said that his conditions were very rare and there were fewer case studies available on this topic and lesser information is available on this illness he further coated that “he was a part of trial and error game”
Khan said that he told his son that he didn’t want to succumb to fear and panic while facing his crisis. “That was my INTENTION. AND THEN PAIN HIT. As if all this while, you were just getting to know pain, and now you know his nature and his intensity. Nothing was working; NO consolation, no motivation. The entire cosmos becomes one at that moment – just PAIN, and pain felt more enormous than GOD,” Khan said.
He further told in the interview that he barely new the location of the hospital He barely realized that the hospital was situated near the lord statdium which is like Mecca for his childhood dreams
The realisation calmed Khan, he said. “This realisation made me submit, surrender and trust, irrespective of the outcome, irrespective of where this takes me, eight months from now, or four months from now, or two years. The concerns took a back seat and started to fade and kind of went out of my mindspace,” he said.